Do you ever wish you had down syndrome so that people would be nicer to you?

I often do. if your in a good home, it seems like having it would let you be a kid for your whole life. people would always be paying you compliments, and they would never criticize you or anything. they would give you tonnes of slack. but in my life since i[m not disabled i get criticized all the time, put down, threatened, shamed, on and on and on. i'm lucky if i get one decent compliment in a week! not to mention i'm smart enough to understand horrible philosophies like existentialism, atheism and nihilism. no god?? no meaning? no significance? aaahh!! but i'm not letting it get me down anymore...the people in my life are just crazy...and once they see that i'm vulnerable and not an ****** they relegate me to the sidelines, to be a social peasant. my shyness makes me considered weak...but really im just sensitive, not hardened like the maniacs who suck up all the power...anyway, in my chaotic stressful life, having down syndrome seems like it would be a relief. you ever feel that way?