After you come to nihilism, where then?

freedom. personally, i care much much less what people think, and i do, more or less, what i want because of that. i wear what i want, speak how i feel. that doesn't mean i'm a jerk or anything, i was raised to value certain morals that i probably won't ever get rid of. i hold doors for ladies and things like that. i'm a "good" guy, but only because i like being good. and if people get mad with me, or if i see "bad" things in the world, i don't let it bother me as much, because, in the end it doesn't matter. none of this. just the present. momento mori and all that